Aug 15, 2009

Lolita

I am thinking of aurochs and angels,
And this is the only immortality
you and I
may share,
my Lolita.

Flightless Bird

is the song that's playing now.


Jing Song left yesterday, and he's off to Duke to study some insanely powerful course to prepare him for the Prime Minister role that he will eventually assume. Readers to my blog (yes, the 2 of you) and close friends would definitely know that the USA dream was always something important to me, that I wanted to do (badly).


I just thought I'll post this sms exchange between the two of us


C: Goodbye my lover!


JS: Goodbye my friend )-:


C: Come on Jingsong! This is such an exciting time for you! It's what you always wanted :):) Think of all the times we had, especially spitfire. This isn't goodbye :D Duke will be fun, and after all, we swore to overcome adversity with courage fortitude and determination right? :D


JS: I am blessed to have walked an unimaginable distance with you, cephas. Good bye.


omg my heart melted.


Be strong Jing Song. Live your dreams, and maybe you'll live my dream for me.





Aug 5, 2009

I am Jack's Bleeding Heart.

alone, tonight.
because the pain's just too much.